Sometimes I sit and pray so hard, just to see your face again, to touch your soft skin and kiss your soft little lips once more....as I pray and think of you God gently leads me down a forest path where all the beauty I could possibly imagine...and much, much more...unfolds before me. The warmth of a loving glow, way beyond the warmth and beauty of the sun, envelops me, I feel safe, and loved, and I feel like I've finally found where I belong. I can hear the singing of millions of voices, all worshipping in harmony, the bird song is unlike anything I've listened to before. As I walk I feel increasingly excited, I know exactly where I am going. My Saviour is with me, He leads me on, I just feel as though I will burst with happiness, I am in Paradise and all that was promised to me is fulfilled here...along with far more than I ever knew about. I see a face...in fact, many many faces....I recognise them all, they have always been in my heart and now they are here. I notice one familiar face which is especially exciting to see, darling James is there, waiting for me. I turn and run, tears rolling down my cheeks, I am so full of wonder and I praise My Father once again..I hold James in my arms, I never want to let go, he is so excited and takes me by the hand...showing me things he has discovered too. I could never experience greater happiness..to be face to face with my Saviour...how completely awesome, and to be with James again! Wow! The light starts fading, I can't see so clearly now, I lose my grip on James....I rub my eyes and find I am back at home, looking out of the window on this glorious sunny day. I praise the Lord and thank Him, my time is not done here, but I know with all my heart and soul that the promise of Heaven will truly come, and I will be forever home. Thank you Jesus for loving me and saving me. Thank you for saving James and all those who love you. Please help me to walk wisely with you and never miss an opportunity to encourage others....there is so much to come and I will praise you forever and ever and ever and....